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Wednesday, November 23, 2005

Wed, 23 Nov 2005 05:15:59 GMT

well, i guess this is me saying that I am completely satisfied right now...except for one thing that is making a certian friendship hard ...haha thanks though craig for the Bengals ticket that you offered

this is the first time I have felt sooooo great in a long time!

its the first time i have been soo happy about a certain someone...

<3 <3 <3

*Jackie*

and by the way, Xanga pretty much sucks!!! GET A MYSPACE CAUSE ITS WAYYYYY BETTER!

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Monday, November 14, 2005

Mon, 14 Nov 2005 01:35:44 GMT

what is this...what i just got home from Florida...yeah thats right!

it was awesome..got a tan and hung out on the beach and in the ocean! it was awesome!

so my pics arent working...they wont show up soo i guess just check out myspace and then you will be able to see one pic in particular!

love ya!

*Jackie*

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i know that there are two pics but thats the only way it will work!!

Tuesday, November 08, 2005

Tue, 08 Nov 2005 18:37:12 GMT

if ur reading this now, then i am either on my way to Florida, on my way home from Florida, or in the lovely warmer than here and way better than cincinnati, Florida!! woo

have fun here at home!!

*Jackie*

Saturday, November 05, 2005

Sat, 05 Nov 2005 16:17:32 GMT

alrighty now i am not going into any details here but lets just talk about a few events last night...HOT TUB..nuff said! YKK..Why..KK hehe! Moneys car, moneys house, IHOP, Tyler coming over ...wish i would have taken pictures cause last night was a freaking blast!! how many trips to and from FF and NW...12 freaking times, woop...I love Crysta and Kayla with all my heart!

Mack came over too and I love her mass also! woooo, the hats hehehe, and going to chipotle and being scared shitless in bauers car!!! eeee!! had mass fun and glad you approve of Tyler only you might not approve anymore, hmmm!

*Jackie*

:.Edit.:

so friday was fun but i realized something...im not interested anymore...

then last night (Saturday) i must've really screwed stuff up! with someone that i really started to like. he is better than what i had thought before. hes amazing, and i lost him because i am an idiot. i feel so horrible right now about it. its my fault, but i really wish he'd talk to me about it some, like over the phone or in person. He's Amazing!

Sunday, October 30, 2005

Sun, 30 Oct 2005 23:50:51 GMT

Family Birthday party was today! The parents rented out a mass good pizza place and we had tons of food and watched the bengals game! I will get a pic on here of my cake cause it was fabulous as well! My mom even went out of her way to call some of my best friends and have them come to my party which was extra special! My parents rented the place like i said, got me Bengals tickets, and paid for everyones food which all together cost about $500 so that was like a huge gift for me! I got to see a bunch of family that I don't usually see either! In cash and checks I got 300 bucks, and then i got some gift certificates and presents. Some victoria secret stuff! One of my aunts decided to be funny and she made this giant thong that could have fit me and a pregnant woman in it! It was ginormous! She also gave me a few thongs that are actually life size! hehe! Um I had a blast today! Bengals WON!! And we had great pizza, great fun, great family, great friends! Gosh I love my life and I love the people in my life!!

McNZ-Thanks soo much for coming! I was soo happy when you showed up! And the squeeze-its were awesome! You know I know how to chug a squeeze-it!

*Jackie*

:.Edit.:

so today is my birthday and thanks everyone for making this a special 18th b-day!! i had so much fun today, thanks for saying happy birthday, thanks Crysta for decorating my car, thanks for the shout outs and the awesome phone calls, thanks for the presents, thanks for the balloons that im gonna get tomorrow! thanks everyone for everything!!! i love you all! mwah!!!!

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

Tue, 25 Oct 2005 18:10:24 GMT

I went to the game on Sunday which was a lot of fun, especially getting to tailgate with a bunch of people! Durnk men are soo funny..loved the boob-o-meter! hehe! anyways, we lost but it was ok cause we had a lot of fun..especially with my cousins eric and bryan and bryans girlfriend Erica! woo, love those people! Still some part of me really was feeling weird because the only reason I was able to go to that game is because Tim died, and I just feel horrible about that!

Anyways, about Tim...I am going to the layout tonight and I assume I will be seeing Kyle Zack Sam Mary Steve and Danny and Ryan and Emily and Tammy and Jeff and Matthew..kinda nice to see those people since I haven't talked to them in ages, but again its just horrible that it has to be because of this!

Hmm, the girls soccer game last night was fun although we lost. Cold and Rainy...not good! It was cool hanging out with Brandon and Mike and Morgan again...I never see Brandon and Mike anymore! We were some gangsta's in the car though! Yeah!

Today I was totally unmotivated and I did absolutely nothing in school, except for that exceptionally long test in Monti's class, but ya gotta love that woman...she is a great teacher cause she really helps me with my work!!

Huge project due on friday that I dont know if i will finish! oops..and I have mass work to do tonight as well! Yikes...anyways basically I am just going to do what I feel like doing!

Later...*Jackie*

:.edit.: so when i went to the layout i couldnt believe my eyes, i couldnt believe any of it was truely happening, and it really hit me there...omgosh! They played a video of his life and it was the saddest thing I have ever seen in my life! apparently one of the songs on the video was a song that he asked his mom to play at his funeral if he died. thats so sad! I did get to see Tammy, Jeff, Emily, Ryan, and Matthew which was good. And yes Ryans hair is different again! you never know with him!

Saturday, October 22, 2005

Sat, 22 Oct 2005 15:41:13 GMT

i feel absolutely horrible right now for my cousins and my aunt and uncle along with all those who were affect by the loss of this person.

Dear Steve, Mary, Kyle, Zack, and Sam,

I know that this horrible event is such a tragic loss for your family. I pray for you now and I will continue to pray, not only for each of you, but for the rest of your family as well. He will be missed, and he will be loved. He was too young to die, and its such a shame that he was only 20. I am here for any and all of you in case you need some one to talk with, or just to be with someone who cares. I can't begin to truely show how sad I am that this has happened, but I know that my feelings could never be comparable to what you all feel right now. God is watching over you now, and he is there for you to help everyone of you to get through this time in your life. That family has had so many things happen to them, but remember that God only gives what people can handle and he knows that your entire family is strong enough to get through this. I remember when Cassie and I saw Tim's picture on your wall at your house. We thought of how cute he was and I remember talking to you kyle about that. Still I didnt know him the way you did. It hurts me that someone who is distantly related (not really) to me could die, but it would be umimaginable for me to be in your place. It would be for me, comperable to one of you passing. I couldn't imagine anything like that. Now though Tim is safe in His Kingdom. Be at peace knowing that he is in a better place than this world we live. I know it is almost no consolation, but death isn't easy to deal with. I feel for you all and I pray that everyone is able to deal with this in the best way possible. I'm sorry for your loss and I sympathize with you! I love you all!!!

<3 Jackie

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

Tue, 18 Oct 2005 18:27:11 GMT

well as you all may know, jack and i are over...not the important thing, but you must understand a few other things that make my entire situatuion ironic!

well first of all you guys probably know that mandi and i stopped being friends right at the exact time that jack and i started hanging out. so this entire time mandi and i havent talked..quite upsetting!

anyways last night jack and i ended things and all of the sudden today..yes today, mandi finally came up to me and we talked...

that means we are freinds now! i guess i shoulda stopped being with jack a while ago cause if thats all it took to be freinds with her then u know that works...haha jk! all i know is that its a coincidence that things happened this way!

anyways, i am really glad things are gonna be better now with her! but im still upset because i dont really want to worry about this crap that im dealing with right now!

*Jackie*

heres for some entertainment!!

coolpersonwholovesme: he told me in school "Yeah so im dumping jackie and going out with elaine"
coolpersonwholovesme: "First of all jackie is amazing and you dont want elaine"
coolpersonwholovesme: and i didnt even know u guys were going out

coolpersonwholovesme: i dont even know why he likes elaine...

coolpersonwholovesme: you are much better than elaine

coolpersonwholovesme: yeah once he said "yeah i think im going to dump jackie and go out with elaine"
coolpersonwholovesme: i was just thinking..wtf dude, ur an ass

coolpersonwholovesme: i will be honest, you are an amazing girl, not just an amazing girl in general but an amazing person altogether..and thats why i hate jack for letting someone like you go over a girl like elaine
Buttercup14JK06: omgosh thanks soo freaking much!!!!
coolpersonwholovesme: np, its just i know jack will regret his decision
coolpersonwholovesme: and i know "i told you so" wont make anything bet

coolpersonwholovesme: yeah well in the end you cant be blamed for it
coolpersonwholovesme: its all jack
coolpersonwholovesme: if you think about it..it was all him
coolpersonwholovesme: thats just who he is..

Buttercup14JK06: hahahahahaha hahahahhahaha
Buttercup14JK06: hahaha
Buttercup14JK06: soo freaking funny
Buttercup14JK06: the thing is, he acted like he hated elaine
Buttercup14JK06: not to mention, i was done with him, and i was gonna tell him it was over
Buttercup14JK06: and no we werent going out
Buttercup14JK06: and i dont even know how things would work out with him and elaine if he cant even kiss a girl

coolpersonwholovesme: yeah in the end HES JUST A DOUCHEBAG

XxMiCheLLe069xX: and people actually like you

XxMiCheLLe069xX: lol.. she wont shes all talk

XxMiCheLLe069xX: she just has to impress people

XxMiCheLLe069xX: well... she is going to try crawling back... becuase 1. she;s jealous of you...

wow even when people are mean to me, i still have some of the bestest people ever who got my back!!!

and just so you all know..that part from michelle has nothing to do with jack or elaine, so i hope no one got offended by that who shouldnt have been offended!

Monday, October 17, 2005

Mon, 17 Oct 2005 18:20:10 GMT

been busy for the past week! omgosh i just feel like i havent had time to talk to anyone! soo sad! anyways, i got my senior pics back which i absolutely am definately satisfied with...that means i don't have to get anymore pics! woo!

umm went camping and went to the horse races that was way fun!

welp then lets see, some things are really confusing right now, for example...everything! its not as bad as im making it out to be cause honestly im really really happy, but i just feel like i was soo busy before that im forgetting things...forgetting what..idk, but i just feel like i am not exactly doing everything i should be doing!

going to YL tonight and gonna have mass fun! that will make me feel way better because it always does! campaigners too!

i guess i will write more later!!

update~JACK AND I ARE OVER..SO GIRLS..YOU GOT WHAT YOU WANTED...OH AND THANKS FOR TELLING ME TO BE DONE WITH HIM CAUSE WHEN HE SAID IT I WAS THINKING THE SAME THING...SOO NO HARD FEELINGS I SUPPOSE?! THANKS ELLEN, AMANDA, AND MICHELLE!! <3 YOU ALL!

*Jackie*

Tuesday, October 11, 2005

Tue, 11 Oct 2005 22:20:42 GMT

so homecoming was this past weekend! hmm lets see, Friday night went to the game (we lost) but it was fun cause me and J-Money threw candy at people and it was soo funny when we would nail people right in the forehead and they would act like they just got hit with a bowling ball! woo sooo funny...the hit mrs. manly stanley...haha right in the head..and she got pissed, but never found out that it was me!

then i woke up saturday and went up to the school to decorate..way to go mack, you and i make a great team...don't listen to any type of authority..they dont know what they are doing! we do our own thing, and it looks way better than the other stuff haha! then went home and ate and took a shower and went to get my hair done...came home and put on some make up and got my dress on while my mother helped to sew my dress haha! then went over to Teenie's house..

..now get this..we were at her house and her parents were awesome about it all, we first had a salad, then main mean and then dessert..we also had fruit kabobs..soo good...it was stress free and well, free...it was cool cause we got this bell and if we wanted something we would ring the bell and someone would come over and pour us a drink or get us more food! it was fabulous!

then morgan and i went to my house cause he wanted to see the corsage he got me last year cause i saved it! so he was suprised that i still had it! and then we picked cassie and emily up!

we got to the dance and realized they weren't gonna turn the lights off! what a joke...i mean honestly homecoming wasnt the best just cause they left the lights on! how lame! but overall it was good...i got some awesome (i hope they are awesome when i get em developed) pictures with some awesome people...cant wait to see em!

then after the dance we went to kristens house for sarah's suprise 18th birthday party since her birthday was the night of HC..so when she got there we ambushed her at the door and screamed happy birthday...then we had fun in her backyard...cornhole, campfire, tent, stuff like that...we slept outside and it was mass fun! so much more from that night but you all dont need to know all the details!

then in the morning we woke up and went to IHOP..that place is amazing...sooooo good! then i went home...slept for 5 hours and then watched the disappointing Bengals game...we definately could have and should have won!

*Jackie*