well, i guess this is me saying that I am completely satisfied right now...except for one thing that is making a certian friendship hard ...haha thanks though craig for the Bengals ticket that you offered

this is the first time I have felt sooooo great in a long time!

its the first time i have been soo happy about a certain someone...

<3 <3 <3

*Jackie*

and by the way, Xanga pretty much sucks!!! GET A MYSPACE CAUSE ITS WAYYYYY BETTER!

WWW.MYSPACE.COM/JMBF

what is this...what i just got home from Florida...yeah thats right!

it was awesome..got a tan and hung out on the beach and in the ocean! it was awesome!

so my pics arent working...they wont show up soo i guess just check out myspace and then you will be able to see one pic in particular!

love ya!

*Jackie*

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i know that there are two pics but thats the only way it will work!!

if ur reading this now, then i am either on my way to Florida, on my way home from Florida, or in the lovely warmer than here and way better than cincinnati, Florida!! woo

have fun here at home!!

*Jackie*

alrighty now i am not going into any details here but lets just talk about a few events last night...HOT TUB..nuff said! YKK..Why..KK hehe! Moneys car, moneys house, IHOP, Tyler coming over ...wish i would have taken pictures cause last night was a freaking blast!! how many trips to and from FF and NW...12 freaking times, woop...I love Crysta and Kayla with all my heart!

Mack came over too and I love her mass also! woooo, the hats hehehe, and going to chipotle and being scared shitless in bauers car!!! eeee!! had mass fun and glad you approve of Tyler only you might not approve anymore, hmmm!

*Jackie*

:.Edit.:

so friday was fun but i realized something...im not interested anymore...

then last night (Saturday) i must've really screwed stuff up! with someone that i really started to like. he is better than what i had thought before. hes amazing, and i lost him because i am an idiot. i feel so horrible right now about it. its my fault, but i really wish he'd talk to me about it some, like over the phone or in person. He's Amazing!

Family Birthday party was today! The parents rented out a mass good pizza place and we had tons of food and watched the bengals game! I will get a pic on here of my cake cause it was fabulous as well! My mom even went out of her way to call some of my best friends and have them come to my party which was extra special! My parents rented the place like i said, got me Bengals tickets, and paid for everyones food which all together cost about $500 so that was like a huge gift for me! I got to see a bunch of family that I don't usually see either! In cash and checks I got 300 bucks, and then i got some gift certificates and presents.  Some victoria secret stuff! One of my aunts decided to be funny and she made this giant thong that could have fit me and a pregnant woman in it! It was ginormous!  She also gave me a few thongs that are actually life size! hehe! Um I had a blast today! Bengals WON!! And we had great pizza, great fun, great family, great friends! Gosh I love my life and I love the people in my life!!

McNZ-Thanks soo much for coming! I was soo happy when you showed up! And the squeeze-its were awesome! You know I know how to chug a squeeze-it!

*Jackie*

:.Edit.:

so today is my birthday and thanks everyone for making this a special 18th b-day!! i had so much fun today, thanks for saying happy birthday, thanks Crysta for decorating my car, thanks for the shout outs and the awesome phone calls, thanks for the presents, thanks for the balloons that im gonna get tomorrow! thanks everyone for everything!!! i love you all! mwah!!!!